Gossip Girl Season 6 A.S.A.P. puhleaaase!!

So, hello! How's everybody doing?

Well, here's what I've been up to recently. Assignments, assignments, and assignments. It's kinda ironic, but I've been dealing with the real torture of being in college after all. I have to say that this semester really wears me out and I desperately hoping that it will end up soon. like REAL soon. But before that I actually still have some final projects to do, I mean seriously, Pragmatics and Academic Presentation final project, and also the English Drama performance really go up to my priority list at the moment.

And I have good and bad news regarding to all of the situations I'm dealing with right now.

Bad news is, I think I'm exhausted, and I've been very ill for a couple of days. i seriously hate myself for being sick right now, too many deadlines and responsibilities await, but it's not like i can help it anyway... My body is not cooperating with me right now. that's it.

well, the good news is... this morning was my brother big announcement. And I have to thank God that my brother made it. He is officially GRADUATING from high school right now. i feel so proud of him. and it's about time that he will finally attend college, and I will hope nothing but the best for him.

sooo... enough with the chit-chat!

Well, if you see from today's title, you'll understand that i'm in desperately need of Gossip Girl. well, the thing is, i love this serial soooo much. i find that i'm addicted to it. well, these past few months have been a torture for me to wait for the new season. and especially every Monday, it is such a torment for me to open my twitter timeline and find Gossip Girl updates about the new episode without watching it. so good thing, like i always do, I bought the DVD of the latest season 5. and it really helps me to cure my need of Gossip Girl.

This serial have EVERYTHING. not to mention one thing i love the most in this world, COUTURE, and also a huge twist of unexpected drama in every single episode. i just can't imagine what life would be without Gossip Girl. Gossip Girl means a world to me, seriously!

I finished watching all the 24 episodes in 3 days. and i have to say, life is sooooo good. nothing beats a good drama, people. this season, especially brought me a lot of surprises. who will ever imagine that Georgina and Serena will have their time of being 'the Gossip Girl'? who will ever thought that geez, Bart Bass is ALIVE?! who will ever thought that the sweet Prince Louis of Monaco is an asshole? (well, at least for me he is an asshole enough) and, Serena hasn't slept with any guy until the last episode. and she slept with the Lonely Boy Humphrey! (aaargh!) and i have NEVER EVER have the thought that Dan and Blair will dating! aaargh! hate it DX and i feel such a heart broken for Chuck Bass for the whole season. he is such a perfect gentleman, and i know this is a little bit bias, but i love Chuck Bass too much. and he's been in a complete suffer for Blair, his search for his real parents, his business, ah... i just love him too much. and i have to say, although I hate Jenny, but i kinda miss her. I mean, Taylor Momsen got style, right?  *sigh* and now i have to wait until the next season that will be airing in Fall~

Now i'm in desperately need of a new season. So i did a little Google magic, and find out that the new season might be aired in September, or even worse in October. seriously T^T

And another surprising fact~ it will be the final season~! aaah! I can't stand the thought of my beloved Upper East Siders will come to their end. i hope the ending will be good. and when i say good, i mean like Chuck and Blair will end up together. they're the most important for me. Chuck and Blair.

seems like season 6 is going to be legit. i mean, when we leave season 5, we can see too much drama left in the end. Lily and Rufus separation, and Lily is officially still Bart's wife. Ivy and Charlie who (i suppose) will try to take Lily down. Serena, who's back with drugs because of her heart broken over Dan. Georgina and Dan's alliance of revealing the Upper East Sider's dirt. Nate, who's trying to find who's the real Gossip Girl and take her down. too much to handle, right?

i hope everything will go right in the end. i don't like Dan sooo much, so not a fan! i'm a team Chuck and Blair XDDD and I hope everything will go well for Serena, too! well, i guess now i just have to wait T^T

while waiting, i still have the Vampire Diaries season 3 to watch! aaah! i just looooove to finally see my Damon again. and, i'm so interested in the brand new serial, the Secret Circle! i hope the story will be great! i know it will!

And Chuck... please marry Blair already T^T

xoxo

MenteurJoliePetite

Exo-K and Exo-M's Two Moons Review: A Moodbuster!

I'm baaack~~~ hahahaha!

Another record has been made over here. Yesterday was the last time I posted something, and now I'm writing again. I feel so good, baby. Real good! lol!

Well, now I'm about to give a review about a song. Lately, I've been soooo in love with this song. Tell ya why.

So, this song is titled, Two Moons. It is sung by Exo-K. Here's the vid completed with lyrics and English sub. (It's not a music video, btw.)

I'm the type of person who likes to listen to any type of music. Although I love punk rock so much,  I can enjoy other kinds of music as well. Some find me as a weirdo for being able to actually enjoy mariachi or even Hawaiian songs. The thing is, as long as the music speaks to me in any kind of way, I'll love it. And lately, I've been obsessed with K-Pop. I have some favorite groups, and Exo-K here, is one of them.

Exo-K is one of a well-known group among K-Pop. Although they has just made their debut earlier this month, I find their songs really addictive. I find myself loving all of their songs, that I can't choose which one I love the most.

Two Moons, this song is very catchy. The beat is sick, literally. And what I love the most is the taste of Hip Hop in this song. For those who want to download this song (Korean ver.), well you can get it here. (Lyrics and English translation go here)There are 2 versions of this song, Korean and Chinese. And I love both of them.

Two Moons has a very different feel. So when you listen to it, you can't find any K-Pop stereotype in this song. The song is very 'mature', filled with great concept, great effect, and the beat is just too awesome to put in words. The song - which mostly filled with rap - makes me in love. To put in word, this song is a perfect mood booster. I put this song in my morning playlist, so it'll put me in a spirituous mode all day.

So, if you can actually enjoy some music, why don't you give this song a try? This song can actually pump up your mood, and give you the spirit you're dying for. Music is a universal language anyway, right? So even though you don't understand the language, you'll still be able to enjoy it in any kind of way. So make sure you give this song a try, k?

"Selected VIP wouldn’t it be mind-blowingly awesome

Now we’re on a rock rock rocket, just gotta keep your seatbelt fastened"

So I'm getting out of here. See ya in my next post real soon <3

xoxo

-MenteurJoliePetite-

Be Thankful for Every Little Things

Hey, i think i am making a record!

In such a short time, well, i blogged!

isn't it just great? well, for me it is.

K. So, forgive me for the very random post a few days ago. Well, i just needed to find a place to tell about my insecurity, and my blog was the wisest decision. Good thing, I won't complain in this post. No, I won't. But I'd like to share and experience worth telling.

So, I went to my hometown, Balikpapan on Friday. I had very good reasons to went home. In spite of being so awfully bored with this city, it was my brother's birthday on last Saturday. As usual, I come home on Friday, and go back to Samarinda on Sunday.

So the big experience happened on yesterday, Sunday - to be exact... on my way back to Samarinda. Jeanne and I, we both had our 3pm bus. The bus was okay, everything was going fine. Until suddenly, the machine broke. Tragic, baby. And the worst thing is... the bus broke in the middle of... i don't know.. forest? Maybe some of you recognize Hutan Bukit Soeharto. Yep, there. 

The bus driver said, something explode in the machine's radiator. Well, all i could think of was "this is not good." and yep, the fact said so. It took about half an hour, but apparently, the bus couldn't be fixed. And worst, the bus driver asked all of the passengers to come out of the bus, and that was including Jeanne and I, of course.

The bus driver said that we should either wait until the machine was being fixed, or caught another bus that passed by. And so that leave me and Jeanne stood in a very difficult position. We wanted to get to Samarinda as fast as possible, and we decided to wait for another bus that passed by. But asdsdfsklfgjsdaskjdads seriously... it took about AN HOUR to finally saw another bus! And what even worse... that bus was FULL. *cries like hell*

We went in to the bus anyway. But with our decision, came a risk. We couldn't sit on a regular passenger seat T^T. We were forced to sit in a plastic seat... 

here's the seat...

And it was even a living hell to figure out that we hadn't reached half of our way to Samarinda. So, we needed to sit on that kind of chair for about *kill me* 2 HOURS. 2 HOURS!!! *pake toa* *ganyante*. The real torment of sitting on that kind of chair instead of sitting on the regular chair was when the bus needed to make a turn. Since we had no place to lay our back, it was a disaster. I don't want to explain that much, but I guess you understand how the pain Jeanne and I went through. And I swear for all the living things, that's the most awful journey to Samarinda I have ever experienced. EVER! and the real torment, I urgently needed to pee T^T i know this is embarrassing. My back was numb. I had my sinusitis. My butt hurt. And I needed to pee. I swear my life was soooo beautiful.

I don't want to tell you further about how yesterday ended up as a disaster for the two of us. But yesterday was a pain, captain. And so it came to a very important lesson for me in the end. Well, I've never been so grateful this whole time to be able to sit on a regular chair. But, it is a lesson, anyway. And now, I can see myself appreciating a very simple thing, like sitting in a very comfortable sit on a way from one city to another. It was a very awful experience for me, indeed, but it taught me a lot. From now on, well, I should just be thankful for every little things God has given me in my life, including a regular seat on the bus :) It was just about a seat, anyway, but for me, it some kind of life-changing.

Anyway... I don't know... is it just me and Jeanne, or...

Well, the thing is... Jeanne and I have the capacity to be over-excited about everything like EVERYTIME. we're in the middle of nowhere, our bus broke, but we still have too much joy to put it on pictures. -______- so, when the other passengers were so busy waiting for the other bus, we took memorial pictures and smiled like nothing bad had happened. Well, of course, because before this pictures, we didn't know yet what kind of pain expected both of us.

*orang gila*

Hahaha. What an experience, right.

So, to end this post... I'd like to give my own prayer for my youngest brother, Denny. I hope in his 16 years of life, he'll be able to give everything he can to be a better person each day everyday. I'm not saying this as a sister's honor, but he's an amazing human being, and i hope he'll stay that way. I hope my baby brother will be able to become the salt of the earth and the light of the world. i hope that one day he won't become the person that he want to be, but the person God wants him to be. I wish that he will be a person who will make me, mama, papa, and Ducke proud. But moreover, I wish that he'll be a person who will make everyone proud just to know him. I love you, Dendot *kisskiss*

Well, i'm about to have my beauty sleep now. I hope i'll have more time in the future to write another post! Arrivederci!

xoxo

-MenteurJoliePetite-

Dear Laziness, Get Lost!

Dear blog... I've been abandoning you again :(

My bad. I know.

But real life needs me so much that I don't have that much time anymore.

*sigh*

Well, my dear visitors, readers, friends and families... I hate to say that I am complaining right now. I don't want to. I hate myself for complaining too much, but I can't help it sometimes. I'm not a teenager anymore. And as life goes on, comes more and more responsibilities. Yep, I'm going to be twenty-something in a few months away... and it's hard. More responsibilities will come *sigh*. Not to mention, the community work at college, 'real' teaching practice at school, and the most crucial thing... my dissertation. I can imagine, my life will be such a crazy ride by the end of the year.

And the ugliest thing above them all is... I don't find my old self anymore. I'm getting lazier. I find myself a little bit sick to the same old routine. I mean, my entire college life... well... it's all about assignments. Maybe the fellow students in my class don't have to feel the way I feel. But it's different. It's different when you put all of your heart to do even the things you hate, like assignments. Because all I know for now... is that I AM TRYING MY HARDEST. I am putting all my effort to do the best thing I can do. I don't want to take anything for granted, I just... I want to see myself as someone who's trying, and never looking down on things. And it even harder when you're someone as perfectionist as me. I care a lot on details, and I want things to go smooth. Real smooth.

Well, yep. I'm in the middle of boredom right now. I need new things to do. New routines. New source of spirit. And I wish, this boredom and laziness won't last long. I need myself. I need me to keep on track on things. My life need me more than ever.

Laziness, please get lost.

xoxo

-MenteurJoliePetite-

P.S.

So here's some pict of what I've been up to. This was taken yesterday, when I was at the public library. I needed to prepare a lesson plan to teach English to young learner, and the next thing I found myself working at the Children section.

The chairs in children section is killing me. I mean seriously! look at the size of that!

Man... I look too happy for someone in distress -_-

Pokemon Astrology Signs

hahahahha this is so random, i know..but i love pokemon so much and i kinda find that this is cute..sooo... what's ur pokemon sign? mine, wigglytuff XD geez...i like eevee somehow hahaha!

Vulpix - You are very energetic, courageous and quick witted! You love attention. However, you might find yourself being impulsive and impatient, and possibly be a little bit selfish.

Growlithe - You are patient, reliable, loyal and very detirmined to achieve your goals. Be careful of becoming possessive, self-indulgent or greedy, though.

Eevee - You’re very adaptive of any environment you happen to find yourself in. You’re also very intellectual and witty. However, a cunning person like you might find themselves being nervous, tense and afraid of imperfection.

Mew - You’re a sympathetic person, so you may find that other people’s joys and sorrows become your own. You’re also cautious, and can be very protective of those close to you. You may have a habit of being overemotional or moody, and you probably find it hard to let go of things you love.

Wigglytuff - You’re probably the most generous and warmhearted person you know. Your enthusiasm causes people to like being around you. You’re faithful, and very loving. However, you might find yourself becoming bossy and patronizing without noticing.

Dragonair - You are a pretty modest person, right? And shy, as well. You’re a very good listener, and very diligent, too! You’re incredibly intelligent and analytical. On the downside, you might find yourself worrying about many things, including not being perfect. You also may come across as harsh sometimes, intentional or not.

Persian - You have a lot of charm. You’re a very easy going person, and you’re very sociable. You might even be called a flirt! You’re also quite changeable, or easily influenced, so be careful who you hang out with. Try your best to make your own decisions.

Pikachu - When you know what you want, you’re detirmined to get it and can be very forceful about it. You’re very passionate about many things. People are drawn to you because of your exciting, electric personality. You may have a habit of becoming jealous or resentful, though, and you can also be very secretive.

Clefairy - You are definitely an optimist. You enjoy the feeling of being free, and don’t let heavy emotions weigh you down. You’re a very honest and straightforward person. Sometimes, though, your optimism blinds you from the truth, and causes you to be careless and irresponsible.

Haunter - You’re a very practical person, and also very disciplined. People may look up to you for that. You’re also very humorous- on purpose or simply by accident! However, you may tend to be very pessimistic and judgemental. Lighten up!

Bulbasaur - You are very friendly, honest and loyal. You’re very good at using your imagination, and have many original thoughts. You’re also very good at being independent- you probably prefer to be alone in a lot of your free time. You’re not very emotional, though, and you tend to be unpredictable. Don’t be afraid to show your emotions.

Lapras - You’re very sensitive to the world around you. You try your best to be kind to others, and help out as much as you possibly can. You rarely worry about your own needs- you’re happy as long as the ones you care about are. However, you’re very idealistic, and feel let down when things don’t go as planned. You may also be easily led.

credit: facebook.com/kshownow

-MenteurJoliePetite-

What's Up, Twenty-Something?!

aaah, my bad. Look how unattended my blog is :(

well... there's so many reasons for the lack of updates over here, but the thing is..i'm too busy enjoying my life. Lol. that's seriously not a reason! ha!

So.. time passed by, eh? without even realize it, it's 2012 already. time went out too fast. HEY! where's that teenage life? i didn't see it for that much of time and now it's gone... and it left nothing but more and more responsibilities. Time really DOES sucks at some points.

and speaking of time, well..im about to turn as a twenty-something in a few months away, and... there goes my childhood. it seems like yesterday that i was just a little girl, dreaming to be a rockstar, wandering around and messing around with people. and now, things around me getting a lot more serious. college and graduation, my plan of having a master degree, and of course a plan i have for my own life. everything just pops out of nowhere like a flash of lightning. everything is getting a lot tougher, and i need extra patience to deal with that.

and one very sensitive things people ask me these days is about... err... dating. am i seeing someone or such. well, yes, i am single, for now. some ask why, and geez... just reasons, okay? it's not like i dont want to go out and involve in relationship, but... i enjoy being single for now. everything in my life need extra attention and i dont think im ready to involve with anyone in a serious way for now. all i know is that i want to graduate as soon as possible, i have my own job, and i can help my brothers to get their own dreams. so, dating is not my priority. and aaargh! just for some reason, i dont want to choose... well, there are some guys, but i dont see them in THAT way so.. *you know who you are, yah -___-" dont make me say ur names outloud!* but i cant deny that inside of a 'hardcore' me, there is always that little girl inside of me that wanted a simple perfect life with my own prince charming, hahahaha! -_- ikr, too cheesy. but, it'll take time, im sure. and for the guy out there God has prepared for me, well..we'll meet soon k? at the isle HAHAHAHAAHA. *mabok janda*

okay, so for the first post in this year, as the same old me, i wont make any resolution or such. im not a type of person who likes to make new year resolution, all i know is that im trying my best to have a kick ass year until it end, and i have to welcome for another brand new year. im just hoping to become a better person each days, drawing myself as closer as i can to my Papa J, and work my ass of everyday of my life to be a person that'll make everyone proud of knowing me. im trying, and i'll always be.

so i hope everyone will have a great new year, and great years waiting ahead. let's just wish that life will treat us nicely everyday, kkk~.

so, hello, 2012, and hello the upcoming twenty-something. i AM ready! kisskiss!

p.s.: im in love with this guy HAHAHAHA. can i order him as a husband instead, dear God? ameeeen. lol!

 

-MenteurJoliePetite-

Behind The Tragic Truth of 'Maling Jilbab'

well, okay.. my last post i was talkin about the burglar case at my boarding house. i hate to say i closed the post still wondering why, and what is the reason behind the case. thanks to Kaltim Post, well..i finally figure out the truth!

so..here's why!

Hobi Curi Jilbab, Lalu Diciumi sambil Berkhayal

Cerita Mahasiswa yang Punya Kelainan Seksual sejak SMP

Jika umumnya pria cenderung tergoda melihat gadis cantik berpakaian seksi, ternyata itu tak berlaku bagi Santoso -- nama samaran (20). Mahasiswa semester II, Fakultas Kesehatan Masyarakat (Kesmas), Universitas Mulawarman (Unmul), Samarinda ini justru mengaku tergoda jika melihat gadis berjilbab. Wow!

PERILAKU nyeleneh dari pria lajang ini justru membawanya harus berurusan dengan polisi. Dia ditangkap warga saat berusaha mencuri dua jilbab dari jemuran di sebuah indekos perempuan di Jalan Pramuka 6, Kelurahan Gunung Kelua, Samarinda Ulu, Minggu (18/12) sekira pukul 14.00 Wita. Sebelum diserahkan warga ke polisi, Santoso sempat menjadi bulan-bulanan warga yang kesal. Sudah bisa ditebak, sekujur tubuh pria asal Balikpapan ini pun dipenuhi luka lebam akibat hantaman benda tumpul.

Tapi,  hingga Minggu (18/12), pukul 21.00 Wita, polisi yang membawa pelaku ke Polsekta Samarinda Ulu belum menerima laporan resmi dari warga yang merasa dirugikan akibat ulah pemuda ini.

Ditemui di ruang tahanan Polsekta Samarinda Ulu, pemuda bertubuh tinggi kurus itu mengakui perbuatannya. Kata dia, mulai kelas 2 SMP sudah sering nonton film porno. Sejak saat itulah pikirannya selalu dipenuhi rasa penasaran dan ingin mempraktikkan apa yang dilihatnya dalam film tersebut. Naik kelas 3 SMP, kebiasaan buruknya  pun semakin menjadi-jadi. Bahkan bukan lagi perempuan seksi yang membuat hasrat seksualnya “meledak”, tapi gadis yang mengenakan jilbab.

Sejak itu, dia ia kerap membayangkan wajah gadis berjilbab, sambil melampiaskan hasrat seksualnya dengan onani. Penyimpangan ini terjadi padanya hingga lulus SMA.

“Saya sendiri juga bingung, kenapa begitu nafsu kalau lihat  cewek pakai jilbab, yang pasti cewek berjilbab itu lebih menggairahkan bagi saya ketimbang cewek berpakaian seksi,”  katanya.

Pada 2010, Santoso mulai kuliah di Unmul. Sayangnya, saat mengenyam pendidikan yang lebih tinggi  kebiasaan buruknya itu belum juga hilang, bahkan semakin parah.

Sejak pertengahan September, dia kerap mencuri jilbab mahasiswi yang dijemur di beberapa rumah kos yang memang banyak di Jalan Paramuka.

Jilbab hasil curian dia simpan di kamar kosnya  di Jalan M Yamin, dekat Kampus Universitas Widya Gama Mahakam, Samarinda.

Sewaktu-waktu, jika bertemu dengan gadis berjilbab, dia langsung mencium-ciumi jilbab hasil curiannya sambil berhayal. “Saya mulai mencuri sejak tiga bulan yang lalu, seingat saya sudah lima kali saya mencuri jilbab,” ujarnya.

Sebenarnya dia menyadari apa yang terjadi pada dirinya adalah tidak wajar. Tapi, dia  bingung harus berobat ke mana. Apalagi uang sakunya juga hanya cukup untuk bayar sewa kamar dan makan sehari-hari. “Saat ini saya juga menderita penyakit lain, paru-paru basah dan pendarahan pada dubur. Mau bagaimana, lagi saya tidak punya uang untuk berobat,” terangnya.

BANYAK PACAR

Di sisi lain, Santoso juga mengaku, sejak tinggal di Kota Tepian sudah lima kali membuat hubungan asmara dengan perempuan. Dua di antara pacarnya adalah sesama mahasiswa. Pacar terakhirnya seorang pelajar SMP. Dia sudah tak berhubungan dengan pacarnya yang terakhir sejak November lalu. “Di Balikpapan saya sudah 20 kali pacaran,” terangnya.

Kapolresta Samarinda AKBP Arief Prapto Santoso melalui Kapolsek Samarinda Ulu AKP Kelana Jaya mengatakan, saat ini barang bukti berupa dua jilbab telah diamankan, sementara tersangka menjalani pemeriksaan. “Kami masih menunggu perwakilan warga untuk membuat laporan resmi tentang kasus pencurian ini, karena dalam kasus pencurian jelas ada pihak yang dirugikan,” kata Kelana. Hingga kemarin, pelaku masih ditahan polisi.

CARI SENSASI SENDIRI

Ahli Keperawatan Jiwa, Akademi Keperawatan (Akper) Pemprov Kaltim Linda Dwi Novial mengatakan, apa yang dialami Santoso itu termasuk penyakit kejiwaan, dalam kategori  kelainan seksual. Penyebab gangguan seperti itu, merupakan multifaktor, seperti, bisa jadi saat masih anak-anak tidak mendapatkan perlakuan yang wajar, atau saat fase pencarian jati diri tidak pernah mendapatkan pemahaman tentang peran seorang pria.

 Biasanya penderita seperti Santoso sangat sulit mendapatkan kepuasan seksual dalam hubungan intim, itu sebabnya ia cenderung mencari sensasi sendiri. Ada yang senang dengan anak kecil, ada yang senang dengan sesama jenis, termasuk Santoso sendiri yang justru lebih senang dengan perempuan berjilbab.
Dia menyarankan, Santoso agar segera menjalani terapi kejiwaan. Karena hukuman penjara tidak akan dapat menyembuhkan penyakitnya. Terapi tersebut bisa dilakukan di psikolog atau ahli kejiwaan lainnya. Itu semua itu harus berangkat dari keinginan Santoso sendiri untuk bisa sembuh dari penyakitnya.

"Yang pasti hukuman pidana tidak akan menyelesaikan masalah, karena apa yang ada dalam diri Santoso adalah penyakit, bukan murni keinginannya, mungkin terdengar aneh bagi orang awam, namun tidak bagi kami orang kesehatan," terang Linda.(*/hrn/far)


taken from:


http://kaltimpost.co.id/index.php?mib=berita.detail&id=120586

-MenteurJoliePetite-